Saturday, March 29, 2008

I'm Gonna Miss This...

Well, I'm finally doing it. I'm blogging! I saw all these other great blogs from friends and thought it would be a neat way to keep a journal, while keeping in touch with family and friends far and near.

I would like to explain the title of my blog. While I was contemplating even doing a blog, I kept coming back to the thought that our life is far from perfect so who would want to read about it and then I thought, "when I'm old and gray, I will because no matter how imperfect my life seems to be at any given moment, at the same time, I realize how wonderfully perfect it is (even if only to me). Anyway, the other night, I was watching The Celebrity Apprentice with Ariel ,while Cecily was sleeping in my lap, and Trace Adkins sang his #1 hit single, "You're Gonna Miss This". I thought it was beautiful and I got teary eyed listening while looking down at Cecily. Then, I looked over at Ariel and saw this beautiful girl who was no longer that baby I held in my arms what seems like such a short time ago. My heart was full and I realized how much that song holds meaning in my life and that one day I would miss all the fun, chaos and love my daily life provides me. It was then that I realized I need to live in the moment and enjoy all that life has to offer: the good, the bad and the ugly.

I told Mike that when I think the girls are going to drive me insane with their bickering, I'm just going to stop and think..."I'm Gonna Miss This". So here I am blogging so that when my memory is failing me, I can look back and have something to remember. I hope as you read that you will find something worthwile in our "imperfectly perfect" world.

5 comments:

Alabama Apples said...

Andrea-you are such a wonderful person. I am so glad that we are in this ward. I feel like a learn something from you all the time. You are so patient and kind. Thank you for being a friend of mine! I love that song too! I teared up the first time I heard it. It is funny how crazy life gets and I wish these younger years were through...but not really. When I go in their room and seem them sleeping, or get a goobery kiss or a note written in crayon that says "I love you" I know I wouldn't rush this. These are the tender mercies of the Lord in my life. I love the title of your blog!!!

Lynne said...

Andrea, thanks so much for sending me a link to your blog! I am posting as Lynne this time, because she has a draft entry up on my laptop. It will be fun to keep track of you and your family. We are loving it here in Utah, but still miss our Alabama friends, like you. Catch up with us at our blog when you have a chance. We are at http://mimiandopa.blogspot.com. I am way behind in posting, but hope to fill in the blanks soon. Love you! Merry

famelight said...

Andrea - it's beautiful, like you! I am so glad you're doing this. I miss you and this helps keep me up to date with what's going on with you and your family. xoxo Dara

Nutty Newburns said...

Andrea~I knew that when you finally broke down it would be awesome! You are such an inspiration and uplifting person to me and I just love you to death!!I'm enjoying your blog already, and I was tearing up with the very first posting!!It is all soo true; You are able to put each and everyone of our lives into such beautiful perspective and we truly will miss this time and look back at what seems as such a "imperfect" situation and realize it was some of the best times of our lives! The greatest thing about these blogs are that we will find ourselves checking them as often as emails and enjoying each others lives so much more!

annie said...

Dang Andrea, you are popular already! I was trying to think of somthing witty to type but I got nothing. I watched celebrity Apprentice too. But when he started singing, I flipped over to MTV to see who was going to win America's Best Dance Crew. I don't know why I liked that show so much. Probably so I can watch it and get some new moves. Cuz, all I got is the running man and cabbage patch. Oh wait--and the kid-n-play. Anyway, I love your blog already!